my merry xmas was not a merry xmas...

hi wave 5,

its me once again roxy.... wala me magawa eh... but before anything
else... belated merry xmas sa inyo.... and advance happy new year na rin...

as what my subject states...it says it all... really... hindi talaga masaya xmas ko... my boyfriend left me last dec16 for tel aviv israel... sa lugar ni UMA ng pinoy big brother....huhuhuhuhu....imagine 6 long years hindi kami magkikita... wla na me ginawa kundi umiyak.... even before he left nasa depression stage nako... naglock sa room, walang gana kumain, hindi makatulog, ayokong may ilaw...as in wala ng meaning ang life for me... until now
i dont know what to do...

though we promised so much... pero d ba,we'll never know whats gonna happen...im scared... really scared... kahit na nag eemail pa din naman kami,iba talaga kng andito,d ba.... pucha kent,yla,louie,guchay, tamang tama sana... mag inuman na lng tayo.... haaaaaaaaaaaaayyyyyyyyyy,nakaka lungkot talaga... now im crying.....